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Discern

by Having Keepsake

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1.
Intro 01:59
I'll stay dead so you'll be safe in the end I'll play dead so you'll be safe in the end
2.
Discern 05:34
I've wasted all my time And I get it, I'm pathetic I've fallen out of line with everything Just in time, pray to God I make things right Because everything that's inside of me would hate to see you falling out of line Anticipate and dissipate, to see what's on your mind Because I've never been privileged enough to be the worth of all your time We'll end our time from crossing lines The boundary set was never there, but mistaken To say I cared was an understatement The lesson's learned, it's hard to discern I was there for you, I'll say it now and I'll leave it To say I cared was an understatement Loss in hand, everything that's good will end Because I can't find the strength I hide in me, the things I can't forget And I hope this haunts you so, so that you could feel my ghost And I hope this haunts you so, so that you don't feel alone And I get it, I'm pathetic, don't remind me of what I am And I get it, I'm pathetic, I know that you could never understand The lesson's learned, it's hard to discern I was there for you, but now you're gone so I'll leave it I've wasted all my time, and I get it, I'm pathetic And I hope this haunts you so, so that you could feel my ghost And I hope this haunts you so, so that you could feel alone
3.
Reap 04:50
I should've known better that you wouldn't know better Wedding bands are becoming hazards I saw it caught up in the eye of the weather Took notice of the signs, but couldn't find any shelter Again, again, again, again, the words you said are all I dread Again, again, again, again, you hang me up just to pretend I'm dead Say all you need to say, I won't be comforting You throughout my absence and someone hollow Eyes that were welcoming are now replacing me Our bonds are broken from the ones that you've always kept close I should've known better that I wouldn't know better Neglected safety, being found under pressure It was bottled all up, I wasn't able to tell her Took notice of the signs but couldn't find any shelter Lost it all again in my head Tossing and turning alone in my bed Another year and I'm feeling stagnant It's sad to say my crutch is only in medicine Say all you need to say, I won't be comforting You throughout my absence and someone hollow Eyes that were welcoming are now replacing me Our bonds are broken from the ones that you've always kept close Just so we're clear, I'll take responsibility For straining eyes so worn (My eyes so worn) But you appear so happy far away from me I'll cause you grief no more You live in make belief
4.
Self Wrecked 04:04
I found it safe to hide between the hidden cracks Before I found that I was not nearly in tact I force myself so that I just ignore the fact I tell myself these words so I can make it last Just please hold on, oh could you please hold on? I took for granted all the things that I'd receive I find it harder now to live than make believe It's safe to hide in here so that no one can see A hypocrite who's blinded by his blasphemy Just please hold on, I've got to tell myself to please hold on I found myself within the years, withdrawing myself from sullen tears Is this all I have to show for? My sanity went out the front door I can't think of anything that'll help me now, self wrecked and dumb I can't think of anything as it was back then, before, self wrecked and numb Pull the roots from underneath, discontinued as a seed I bear no fruits for you to show Just a pessimist at best, and will forever be oppressed From all my stagnant years of growth It's over when you're sober as a saint, chipping paint Hopefully, you'll see all of my works in vain I found myself within the years, withdrawing myself from sullen tears Is this all I have to show for? My sanity went out the front door I can't think of anything that'll help me now, self wrecked and dumb I can't think of anything as it was back then, before, self wrecked and numb I can't stand it, nor comprehend it, I'm self wrecked and abandoned, and I've suffered for far too long
5.
December cried, you were driving through Indy Your driver's side was soon to be empty You said goodbye, but it was indirectly Because February was soon to be lonely The chemical smoke, I was the one who was holding in most Through allies out back, I already knew you were never coming back Come over, I really do need you Hung over, it's easy to see through Come over now, I really do need you Hung over you, it's easy to see me through The chemical smoke, I was the one who was holding in most Through allies out back, I know you're never coming back I know you're never coming back

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released November 30, 2018

All music written by Joshua Nepomuceno, Richard Berkeley Wilmoth, and Miguel Williams
Produced by Jeremy Anderson of Rumble Room Studios

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