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Intro
01:59
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I'll stay dead so you'll be safe in the end
I'll play dead so you'll be safe in the end
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Discern
05:34
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I've wasted all my time
And I get it, I'm pathetic
I've fallen out of line with everything
Just in time, pray to God I make things right
Because everything that's inside of me would hate to see you falling out of line
Anticipate and dissipate, to see what's on your mind
Because I've never been privileged enough to be the worth of all your time
We'll end our time from crossing lines
The boundary set was never there, but mistaken
To say I cared was an understatement
The lesson's learned, it's hard to discern
I was there for you, I'll say it now and I'll leave it
To say I cared was an understatement
Loss in hand, everything that's good will end
Because I can't find the strength I hide in me, the things I can't forget
And I hope this haunts you so, so that you could feel my ghost
And I hope this haunts you so, so that you don't feel alone
And I get it, I'm pathetic, don't remind me of what I am
And I get it, I'm pathetic, I know that you could never understand
The lesson's learned, it's hard to discern
I was there for you, but now you're gone so I'll leave it
I've wasted all my time, and I get it, I'm pathetic
And I hope this haunts you so, so that you could feel my ghost
And I hope this haunts you so, so that you could feel alone
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Reap
04:50
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I should've known better that you wouldn't know better
Wedding bands are becoming hazards
I saw it caught up in the eye of the weather
Took notice of the signs, but couldn't find any shelter
Again, again, again, again, the words you said are all I dread
Again, again, again, again, you hang me up just to pretend I'm dead
Say all you need to say, I won't be comforting
You throughout my absence and someone hollow
Eyes that were welcoming are now replacing me
Our bonds are broken from the ones that you've always kept close
I should've known better that I wouldn't know better
Neglected safety, being found under pressure
It was bottled all up, I wasn't able to tell her
Took notice of the signs but couldn't find any shelter
Lost it all again in my head
Tossing and turning alone in my bed
Another year and I'm feeling stagnant
It's sad to say my crutch is only in medicine
Say all you need to say, I won't be comforting
You throughout my absence and someone hollow
Eyes that were welcoming are now replacing me
Our bonds are broken from the ones that you've always kept close
Just so we're clear, I'll take responsibility
For straining eyes so worn
(My eyes so worn)
But you appear so happy far away from me
I'll cause you grief no more
You live in make belief
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Self Wrecked
04:04
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I found it safe to hide between the hidden cracks
Before I found that I was not nearly in tact
I force myself so that I just ignore the fact
I tell myself these words so I can make it last
Just please hold on, oh could you please hold on?
I took for granted all the things that I'd receive
I find it harder now to live than make believe
It's safe to hide in here so that no one can see
A hypocrite who's blinded by his blasphemy
Just please hold on, I've got to tell myself to please hold on
I found myself within the years, withdrawing myself from sullen tears
Is this all I have to show for? My sanity went out the front door
I can't think of anything that'll help me now, self wrecked and dumb
I can't think of anything as it was back then, before, self wrecked and numb
Pull the roots from underneath, discontinued as a seed
I bear no fruits for you to show
Just a pessimist at best, and will forever be oppressed
From all my stagnant years of growth
It's over when you're sober as a saint, chipping paint
Hopefully, you'll see all of my works in vain
I found myself within the years, withdrawing myself from sullen tears
Is this all I have to show for? My sanity went out the front door
I can't think of anything that'll help me now, self wrecked and dumb
I can't think of anything as it was back then, before, self wrecked and numb
I can't stand it, nor comprehend it, I'm self wrecked and abandoned, and I've suffered for far too long
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Western Medicine
03:21
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December cried, you were driving through Indy
Your driver's side was soon to be empty
You said goodbye, but it was indirectly
Because February was soon to be lonely
The chemical smoke, I was the one who was holding in most
Through allies out back, I already knew you were never coming back
Come over, I really do need you
Hung over, it's easy to see through
Come over now, I really do need you
Hung over you, it's easy to see me through
The chemical smoke, I was the one who was holding in most
Through allies out back, I know you're never coming back
I know you're never coming back
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